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It does give us all a certain aesthetic, doesn't it?

I suppose they would feel as though they're always dreaming. The trouble is that when they wake in their bed, they won't have it in them to feel peace or ease because they do not know what nightmare they have escaped. Sad, really.

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your optimism is literally my favorite thing right now




i wish we could choose not to go back. like - and know it's going to hold, instead of wondering whether or not the techs will send us back anyway

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[barebacking]

Am I being optimistic?

You want to stay here?

I fear if I did stay here that I would go mad. Not in the way that you think. There is someone I love very much back in my world. If I chose to remain, I would be parted from him. The longing and knowing that I could never go back to there would cause me to be UPSET. Even if I am to be buried in the ground. Even if I will be dead in that world. Even if my last moments is just seconds away should they return me. I would be happy because it is in that world that he is, and where he will always be. My spirit, my life, my essence will be in that place for all time mingling with his through the ether of time.




I have a lot of feelings tonight.

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it's okay. i get it. i've been there too.

[ with the feelings, not... been to his world. still, his reasoning is definitely something she can respect. ]

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[barebacking]

TJ says I am always in a honeymoon, but one can only be in that when they are loved.

So, all I am is sick in the head.

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[ there's a loooong pause. indecision, mostly. then: ]

that means i was sick in the head for years.

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[barebacking]

How sad for you.

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eh. i got better. i mean i got murdered first, but then i got better for sure

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[barebacking]

Being murdered ... it just made my feelings worsen.

But even so, even I know that it's wrong to compare the pain that I feel with others. It's unfair.

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hang on
you were murdered too?

here or back home??

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[barebacking]

Back home.

Here, too, though, but ... my feelings were already worsened by the time I got here.

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no way

i just don't meet very many people who kicked it back home, is all.

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[barebacking]

That's a shame.

Death is so horrifyingly beautiful.