I plan to mourn him for a fortnight as I consider customary and polite to do for my lord and master. Then, I shall burn and devour the feelings inside of me until everything is black and red within. After that, it is my goal to seek out another to sit upon his once throne.
So it will be all right. For the both of us. This is just what is natural and how one processes the loss of another, yes?
Sadly, no, but I'm assuming it is a positive comment. Otherwise, you would not dig it.
I dig that you dig that I did the word, then.
Which is surprising in and of itself because normally I do not dig young ladies, but you are a once friend of Jack and for the feelings that I've yet to allow to suffer a painful death inside of me... I shall look after you. And after that, I may continue to do so out of obligation. Fair?
basically badass is the opposite of a wuss or a coward or a weakling or whatever
[ but then there's a pause, because she's rereading that second half and almost isn't quite sure what to think of it. in a positive way, of course, but... ]
are you sure you want to do that? i'm all kinds of trouble
Of course, out of courtesy to you, I would admit that if Jack were alive that I would feel jealous of your relationship with him. I'd fear that he'd grow to be more fond of you than me. And possibly end up marring your face to the point that he would be unable to look upon you save for disgust.
and out of courtesy to you i'd probably have to warn you that the last guy who hurt me (by accident even) got his eyeballs carved out
not by me obviously but that's why i'd warn you
like the eyeball-carver acts totally independent of whether i want payback or not so i couldn't stop them if i tried and they're kind of lethal, it's a thing
Truly? You have yourself a guardian. How marvelous. It is nice to have a sharpened blade to always protect and get revenge for you, yes? I am certain that is how things should be.
But I digress, I am glad that we're able to agree on how things are with one another and work towards a friendship that shall be after Jack is dead inside of me.
[ picturing it like that kind of makes her smile, eyeball-carving aside. ] we've got each other's backs, sure. i'd do the same thing for them. with less eye gore probably but hey
and hey, just a tip? when you do finally kill the feelings with fire and darkness, you may not want to go around telling people jack was inside you just... trust me on that one
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oooof course he is
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He was dear to me, too.
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this is just something that happens. a lot. you probably want to get used to it
(which sounds pretty difficult but don't worry, it's actually way harder than it sounds)
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I plan to mourn him for a fortnight as I consider customary and polite to do for my lord and master. Then, I shall burn and devour the feelings inside of me until everything is black and red within. After that, it is my goal to seek out another to sit upon his once throne.
So it will be all right. For the both of us. This is just what is natural and how one processes the loss of another, yes?
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you're pretty hardcore. i kind of dig it
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you know dig is another word for like, right
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Oh. I dig the word dig, then. Earth is always comforting.
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idk = i don't know
hardcore = badass? do you know that one?
and i dig that you dig the word dig
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Sadly, no, but I'm assuming it is a positive comment. Otherwise, you would not dig it.
I dig that you dig that I did the word, then.
Which is surprising in and of itself because normally I do not dig young ladies, but you are a once friend of Jack and for the feelings that I've yet to allow to suffer a painful death inside of me... I shall look after you. And after that, I may continue to do so out of obligation. Fair?
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basically badass is the opposite of a wuss or a coward or a weakling or whatever
[ but then there's a pause, because she's rereading that second half and almost isn't quite sure what to think of it. in a positive way, of course, but... ]
are you sure you want to do that? i'm all kinds of trouble
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How wonderfully kind of you to see in such a light.
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and suggest he feed them to his enemies shouting WELCOME TO THE FUTURE, MOTHERFUCKER
it was a superficial fondness i promise
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not by me obviously but that's why i'd warn you
like the eyeball-carver acts totally independent of whether i want payback or not so i couldn't stop them if i tried and they're kind of lethal, it's a thing
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Truly? You have yourself a guardian. How marvelous. It is nice to have a sharpened blade to always protect and get revenge for you, yes? I am certain that is how things should be.
But I digress, I am glad that we're able to agree on how things are with one another and work towards a friendship that shall be after Jack is dead inside of me.
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[ picturing it like that kind of makes her smile, eyeball-carving aside. ] we've got each other's backs, sure. i'd do the same thing for them. with less eye gore probably but hey
and hey, just a tip? when you do finally kill the feelings with fire and darkness, you may not want to go around telling people jack was inside you
just... trust me on that one
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Hm? Why?
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you're being hardcore again. :o :)
and people would take it literally. like inside you if you know what i mean.
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Oh.
Well, I cannot say I did not fantasize about it.
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most people don't own up to shit like that
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